I took off last Friday. No one knew I didn't go to the beach with my friend. Instead I stayed home and got ready for spiritual battle as I explained in my last blog. To my NOT surprise I got tested every day this week from trying situations. I won't even give satan credit for the crap. I was like oh you wanna play hard ball..lol I dealt with the situations without getting angry and without crying or having a panic attack. Unfortunately, anxieties do happen weekly with me but I'm good . I know how to handle them. I'm ready. I'm ready for the battle of the mind and the challenges at work. I laughed this week at them. One of my biggest fears already came true. I had to tell guys no work for 3 days. What's the left? The company closes lol? My God is sooooo much bigger than all this. I can't believe it took me this long to be in the right mind set.
I renewed my mind and I'm ok now. I know it's not going to be all rainbows and unicorns but I'm thanking God that in the next few months this company is going to end the year with a big bang. Jobs and jobs and more jobs. I thank God tomorrow is Friday and we made it through another week. I don't think anyone realizes that I have done this for 6 months. Even if we closed our doors tomorrow - I didn't fail. With God I kicked butt and kept jobs for 13 people for 6 months. I'm grateful. I look forward to the weekend. I'm skipping my grandson's football game on Saturday. The field he's at this week is usually gross. Sunday is soccer and than the covered bridge festival. It'll be a great weekend!