Step by Step

It's been a year since I've been on here. I was always so full of spunk but I see myself going up snd down like a rollar coaster. It's really not my character and not one I want to make as my character.

Hubby and I are doing well 1 year later. He did have a hiccup in his recovery (2 months) but pulled himself out. I didn't help. I just sat back in complete unbelief. It was hell. I prayed and prepared for whatever was going to happen next. All I knew is I was not keeping the business running again. It took a huge toll on me. He's "California clean" & properly using subs to stay normal. Sometimes it's annoying but it's ok. He just needs help since the addiction is too strong for him.I knew what I was getting into and knew it wouldn't be a perfect relationship but as long as he keeps going as is we will be good.

There was more that happened in the past year but I will write separate blogs as it is a lot. lol