Tired

I know I usually don't blog at the end of the week but something has happened. Yesterday my boyfriend was high and I went to work. I sent one of the employees over to the house to check on him since I haven't heard from my boyfriend. When they got there his probation officer was there and he was getting arrested for violating his probation and getting high. Our employee called me to tell me what happened and I broke down and cried. I knew this was going to happen sooner than later but I was shocked how bad it still hurt hearing he was going to jail. I went home and talk to the guys and tried to get a game plan so I could keep the company running and prosperous as long as I had to. After the guys left I thought about work and our relationship. His probation officer called me and said he was going to be in jail until a bed at rehab was available. I was relieved that he was going to rehab. He can get clean and hopefully they can start him on the subutex while he's in there and we can be a head of the game when he gets out.

Last night I was so emotionally exhausted I thought for sure I'd be able to sleep. He's safe and not on drugs ( unfortunately he's has to detox in jail and that will be hell for him) and the house will be at peace. No such luck. I knew this would happen but nope couldn't sleep. I kept waking up throughout the night and I had to be at work early to get things situated and talk to the guys. Only the guys that were at the house knows he's in jail. The rest I told them rehab. No one needs to know all his business. I don't know how long it takes to book someone or how long it takes to get your phone information but I haven't heard from him yet. I have to put money on his books and hopefully rent him a tablet so he can help me with estimates at work. This morning went smoother than I thought and the guys were so awesome. They said whatever I need that they are here for me. Made me get teary-eyed a little. I appreciate all of them. I really have a great bunch of honorable guys and that's important and rare to find in construction business. I'm hoping to go home around 4pm because I am exhausted but I guess we will see how the day goes. I know with God all of this will be good and successful.