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This weekend wasn't terrible. Yes he was high. It was just an annoying high not the out of control high. Really sad that it appears that certain levels of high is ok to me but they aren't trust me. Seems like it's going to be a daily thing unless there's something planned. He can hold out until that plan is over and than it's game on. This is why I believe he doesn't want to be sober. Sucks. The dentist didn't give him anymore pain pills, which I was shocked. They gave him some sort of mouth numbing mouthwash. Of course he said that doesn't do a thing. He's still in a ton of pain. He should be. A few days after mouth surgery he was high as hell running around the house screaming. That's too much for a mouth that just had major surgery. On top of that he didn't take his antibiotic as directed and he smokes like a chimney. I mean what did he expect? Yes I wish he wasn't hurting but he did it to himself. It's been 2 weeks. Even the dentist said he shouldn't be in pain like this. I really don't feel too bad for him. Choices...good or bad there are consequences.