I was going to blog today about how good things have been going the past almost 2 weeks until now. I went to work and I have a doggie...

Valentine's Day weekend. It was wonderful. He was himself. The man I knew he could be. He wasn't high even though he did have a few beers...

This weekend wasn't terrible. Yes he was high. It was just an annoying high not the out of control high. Really sad that it appears that...

Today I'm sitting at work by myself. I'm the only one in today because of the weather. He started drinking at 9:30am. Beer & wine. That...

I usually don't blog on Sundays but I figured why not share my thought s as I'm actually going through it. He's been high since last...

Where do I even start? I can't wait until I can officially close this chapter of life and start a new book. I had a few nice days. He...

Sitting at work minding my own business just enjoying the peace. I realize I haven't heard about my lower back x-rays. I called the...

I had a really nice few days with him. He slept mostly but I'll take the peace. He was sober and that's a big deal. I just want to...

Today is a special day to me. It's my brother's birthday. He would of been 52 today. He passed away 16 years ago. He also struggled...

I wanted to start this blog different. I know I blog a lot about the hurt of being in a relationship with an active addict. They are...

Where do I even start on how my weekend went. I guess I should be happy he was sober for our date. That sounds so pathetic. About a half...

Absolutely incredible that someone can use a person and the person they used forgives them and still hopes they let the good out. When...

I never thought I'd write this but I'm broken. So tired. Done. We got into another argument this morning. Basically because I don't...

First thing I want to say is I hope everyone had a great Christmas. He went to work for a couple hours in the morning and I was...

What can I say about this weekend? It was a happy peaceful one. I haven't had one of those in a long time. As I was prepping to make...

I find it funny that people think its so easy just to pick up and leave. They mean well and want the best for you but it's like they are...

My weekend was ok. I was shocked that he didn't get high. Instead he slept all day Saturday and went to work on Sunday for a couple...

The weekend was not what I wanted. He was high and when he is I find myself being mean. I say mean things. Maybe its me being defensive?...

Where do I start? It's been a rough week. I hurt my lower back and it seems finally to be healing but I still can't do everything I...